Much too optimistic

That last post was much too optimistic. While she did improve briefly, I got horribly sick, and then when I started getting better, she got sick again, and now I'm trying desperately not to get sick while she rubs snot into my face for the 5th (?) day in a row. Right now, I also have another clogged duct, and I'm feeling like we're just going to have to deal with being sick as the norm and being healthy as a just a blessed but fleeting break.